Who doesn't want to be put on pedestal? Me? Who was I kidding? I feel like a woman again, with the same needs of a woman, to be loved and cared. It's amazing that someone has sufficed this need yet you have no idea whether you have to hold on to this or not. But he does make me feel good. Whether he is aware or not. I don't really care. It just makes me kind of nervous, though, that someone gives me attention because I am just a girl and I easily fall at any kind of trap. I should be careful. I just can't risk my heart and my precious emotions.
Like any other girl, my expertise is to assume. To assume and anticipate things to happen. Like any other girl, I am good at giving meaning to something that is not really supposed to be regarded. It always brings catastrophe. Usually a devastating one. Now I just hope and pray that our friendship will not be put to risk.
He is a friend, with so much kindness and sweetness. Ask him anything you want and he'll give it to you, ice cream, shrimps, FOOD! and most especially his smiles, that could possibly break a shackle (exaggeration intended). He is a friend, and I should not give any malice to anything that he does, but I did. My mistake, I know.
Like all other things, this dream has to end too. I shall kiss this dream goodbye. And welcome a new one.
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